Transform your suffering

It would seem that suffering is part of the natural order of the universe .All around us we see the struggle for survival; growth and decay, emergence of new life and a return to the earth of what is biodegradable . Lacking the machinations of a mind, non-human orders of creation do not cry out in anguish at their loss and destruction. Transformation takes place often unnoticed but always without complaint. Death and destruction are never "avenged".
The emergence of human intelligence brought with it a sense of control of nature and the ability to control to some extent one's own course of life. But with it also came the ability to look upon the whole of one's life as a personal asset to be preserved, to see deprivation as a personal loss, to avenge a perceived wrong. With the human mind came the concept of "victim" hitherto unknown in creation. Suffering came to be seen as punishment, sickness was often considered to be a consequence of sin. More importantly, not only did humans experience"victimhood", they also learned to victimise others.
Stephen Karpman, a psychotherapist in the Transactional Analysis tradition, famously described this as a drama triangle as consisting of a persecutor, victim and rescuer. It has invaded all forms of human relationships.
It is in this context that the suffering, death and resurrection of Jesus assume importance. Christians all over the world celebrate this sacred Triduum as the central event of their spiritual calendar. The celebration culminates with Easter as its high point. Tragically, it is often the case that we stop at the Suffering Christ, sympathise with his pain and anguish and think that we are called to imitate him in the silent endurance of injustice and exploitation. But Jesus in this whole episode transformed suffering.
Suffering is not synonymous with victimhood that is a product of ego. Freed from the influence of one's ego it is perfectly possible to suffer and yet not be a victim. This is the death to self Jesus invites us to. When our ego is no longer the victim, we opt out of the drama triangle and thus break the cycle of reprisals, vendetta and vengeance that so often colour our fight against injustice. Suffering not transformed is suffering transmitted.
Jesus's last words on the Cross is, "Father, forgive them for they know not what they do." Forgiveness is not the denial of hurt; by accepting our own inner pain we choose not to let it influence our response to the present situation. By not being victims ourselves, we also pre-empt the possibility of making others victims in return. Imbalance is res-tored by equals among equals. We now have the freedom to accept and accommodate others within the context of our inevitable human limitations. The energy locked in our victimhood is released for our own good and that of others. Despite inevitable "suffering", the world is still a better place as a result.
The resurrection of Jesus is not so much a physical phenomenon as a spiritual reality that we are all called to experience. In that sense it is not constrained by limits of space and time. May we behold beyond our own sufferings and those of others, not the crucified Christ, but the Cross, symbol of our often conflicting desires. May we experience - beyond contradictions and sufferings - the reality of our own transformation in Him that endures forever..